February 2011
20 posts
Her "Rock star" Diary #47
It had been a crazy two years, beautiful but crazy. I met the most amazing man in the world, I feel like I wasn’t living before him. Lukas has shown me so much, I see love, music and life so different now. I look at Jayda and can’t believe it, she’s the most wonderful little girl, she has his eyes and my hair, most of all she has such an inner piece, one that I’ve never...
Her "Rock star" Diary #46
Lukas was in the shower and I couldn’t get piece, his cell was ringing every minute. I looked at the number but It was speed dial 77. I didn’t know who was on his phone, he had so many numbers but this number was bothering me, it was calling over and over again. I was playing with Jayda on the floor helping her build up her blocks, once again the phone started to ring. I couldn’t...
Her "Rock star" Diary #45
Jack intrigued me, he really did. It wasn’t that I wanted him, there was just something. Every time he would speak it was like everything else mellowed. I felt so wrong feeling like this because I didn’t know what it meant. I was going to marry Lukas, I loved him more then anything but for some reason Jack just stuck in my head. I know I didn’t love him like I loved Lukas and to...
Her "Rock star" Diary #44
” Come on “, ” Yeah I am ” I said getting into the car, I was so excited to go get our little girl, she had been with Lukas’s mom for the weekend and Jack had her at his house waiting for us. I couldn’t believe how much I missed her, it was like I never wanted to be apart from her again. ” Hay honey the wedding planner called, she’s coming over this...
Her "Rock star" Diary #43
Lukas put his hand on mine. ” I don’t know why I get so jealous over you Sam “, I felt so in love with him but so mad at the same time, ” I txtd Jack to say everything was ok ” I said cheekily. ” Well isn’t that nice ” He dismissed it as soon as he could. ” Lukas you’re not mad at Jack are you?” I said squeezing his hand, I...
Her "Rock star" Diary #42
” Lukas please tell me what this is “, we were driving home and I felt scared of what it would evolve to. I turned to face him, he was driving and didn’t speak. He had a look in his eyes, the one that said the anger wasn’t going anywhere. ” Lukas please speak to me ” I felt nervous and I didn’t know what he was thinking. I knew it wasn’t about Jack...
Her "Rock star" Diary #41
I knew Lukas loved me and I really did love him, Jack put me at ease but I couldn’t help but think our outing was wrong. I’ve been on the road with him since forever, we are always joking and laughing and no doubt, he adds his cheeky comments. I just felt like this was different and the bracelet didn’t make sense to me. ” Sam what are you doing ” I heard Lukas’s...
Her "Rock star" Diary #40
Like I said, I was intrigued by Jack. He had a way of doing and saying things that made you want to do it to, him and Lukas both shared this skill yet they both did it so differently. ” Well I think we should get you something nice Sam..” Jack said after we walked out of Dior kids on the boulevard, Jayda was spoilt no doubt but I liked it that way and so did Lukas. ”...
Her "Rock star" Diary #39
The wedding was a month away, we had always set a date but never told anyone apart from family and well….Jenny because she needs to no everything, without her Lukas wouldn’t know what country, show or city he needed to be in. We decided we both loved the beach so Lukas picked his favorite one, just passed the hollywood hills and I fell in love with it the moment I saw it. It had such a...
Her "Rock star" Diary #38
I didn’t sleep all night, I just wanted him home. Jayda had fallen back asleep for the first time all night and was all cuddled up in her bed. My phone started to ring for the first time all night and I answered it as quick as I could, ” Hello..” I said hoping it was Lukas. ” Hay Sam, its Jack..” I took a breath and was silent, ” Sam?..” I felt tears in my...
Her "Rock star" Diary #37
I felt mesmerized in Lukas’s eyes once again. The way he looked at me was truly like nothing else, it just took me over. He had such a way of oozing sex with everything he did, his smile, the way he dressed, talked, walked, sang and everything in between. Every time I looked at the ring on my finger I just felt a rush of amazement and now we had a little girl, Lukas is truly one of a kind.
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Her "Rock star" Diary #36
I woke to the sound of a guitar, I sat up and looked through the double doors to Jayda’s room, there Lukas was with Jayda on the floor, playing little notes to her making her giggle and smile. I sat up and watched for a few minutes, Lukas had such an amazing calmness about him and at the same time I could see the love he had for her. He looked up from her for a second looking my way. ”...
Her "Rock star" Diary #35
Lukas took Jayda in his arm and held my hand with the other. He led me up the stairs taking glances at me every few steps. I wondered what he was up to, I loved his cheeky style. Jayda was fast asleep and we walked into her room connected to ours. ” To beautiful..” Lukas said putting Jayda gently in her cot, Lukas had a custom made cot made just for Jayda, It was pearl white and had...
